SPOIL YOUR MAN IF HE IS GOOD TO YOU.

I GUESS I JUST WRITE ON HERE WHEN I HAVE SOMETHING IN MY HEART TO GIVE THAT HASN'T BEEN GIVEN. I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IF I LOVE YOU I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU...HELL I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO OFFICIALLY LOVE YOU I JUST HAVE TO CARE A LITTLE BIT AND I'LL GIVE YOU MY LAST. BUT UNFORTUNATELY IN LIFE PEOPLE DON'T GIVE BACK WHAT YOU DISH OUT. I HAVE ALOT OF LOVE TO GIVE AND I HAVE DEALT WITH A LOT OF HEARTBREAK FROM A FEW PEOPLE IN GENERAL. WHEN I GOT MARRIED I HAD TO WORK ON ALOT OF THINGS WITHIN MYSELF TO MAKE THE UNION BETWEEN MY HUSBAND AND I WORK OUT.......ALOT OF TIMES PEOPLE THINK THAT IT'S JUST THE OTHER PERSON WHO NEEDS TO DO ALL THE WORK BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT IF BOTH PEOPLE AREN'T WILLING TO COME TOGETHER IN THE MIDDLE THEN SOMEONE IS EITHER GONNA FEEL LIKE THEY ARE WORKING HARDER THAN THE OTHER IN THE END. NOW, WHEN IT CAME TO MY MARRAIGE I HAD TO WORK ON NOT COMPARING MY HUSBAND TO GUYS THAT I HAVE "DEALT" WITH IN THE PAST. TRYING TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T LOVE ME THE SAME WAY AND AND GETTING DISSAPOINTED OF HOPES OF SOMETHING SIMPLE TURNING INTO SOMETHING THAT THE OTHER PERSON WASN'T INTERESTED IN DOING. I MEAN.....ANYBODY CAN LOOK AT ME AND SEE THAT I'M CUTE......I'M A BIG GIRL BUT I'M SEXY AS HELL......I WEAR CUTE ASS CLOTHES, I WEAR PERFUME , MAKEUP AND EYELASHES AND STILETTOS ......DON'T THINK THAT I FEEL THAT I HAVE TO DO ALL THIS TO BE ANGIE BUT THAT IS JUST WHO I AM. I GET MY HAIR DONE ALL THE TIME, I GET MY NAILS AND MY TOES DONE MATCHING EACH OTHER EVERYTIME I GO TO THE NAIL SHOP.........I MEAN THAT'S JUST ME !!!!! SO IN SAYING ALL THAT.......I WAS CONFUSED IN WHY THE OTHER GUY WASN'T FEELING ME LIKE I WAS FEELING HIM.......I MEAN DAMN...!!!!!! SO I HAD TO BRING ALL THIS AND TRY TO NOT COMPARE MY HUSBAND TO THE GUYS THAT I HAVE DEALT WITH IN THE PAST. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS WHO ARE LONELY AND PROBABLY WILL BE BITTER FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE THEY MAKE THE NEW MAN PAY FOR THEIR PREVIOUS GUY'S MISTAKE. I DIDN'T WANT TO BE THAT WOMAN. I LOVE LAUGHTER, COOKING FOR MY MAN, RUNNING BATH WATER AFTER HE COMES HOME FROM WORK AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT I'M A FREAK I CAN'T SEE NOT HAVING SEX FOR MORE THAT 3 DAYS SO.......NAH.....SEX ISN'T WHAT I'M ALL ABOUT BUT I LIKE IT ALOT AND IF I PUT THE WEIGHT OF ANOTHER MAN ON THE NEW ONE THEN IT WILL NOT LAST VERY LONG. NOW DON'T THINK THAT I'M JUST THIS DUMB B_____H WHO DOES ANY AND EVERYTHING FOR MY MAN AND HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR ME. I ONLY DO FOR HIM WHAT I TRULY KNOW IN MY HEART THAT HE WILL RECIPROCATE FOR ME. WHEN I LOVE I LOVE HARD , WHEN I HATE , I HATE HARD........ONLY A SELECTED FEW KNOWS HOW CRAZY I CAN BE ND MY HUBBY KNOWS MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE. BUT I JUST WANT EVERYBODY TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT A PUNK IF YOU BREAK DOWN AND LOVE SOMEBODY.....BECAUSE LOVING IS WHERE HAPPINESS LIES. HURT PEOPLE- HURT PEOPLE. WHEN YOU ARE HURTING YOU HURT OTHERS BECAUSE YOU ATTAIN NO HAPPINESS. THE HARDEST THING FOR A WOMAN TO HAVE IS A GOOD MAN WHEN SHE HAS HAD NOTHING BUT BAD ONES BECAUSE SHE WILL ONLY ASSUME WHEN SHE IS USED TO. I AM LUCKY. MY HUSBAND IS MY BEST FRIEND, MY LOVER AND A GOOD REASON TO SMILE. THAT'S WHY HE GETS SPOILED BECAUSE HE SPOILS ME.